Our Endless Love 109

I'm Back!!

2010-02-28T10:29:00.000-08:00

Hello Readers~

Itz been 2 months that i haven't update my blog.. OMG~ Lama nya.. Haha.. My Apology.. Things are pretty hectic.. Lotz of assignments n currently, i've been active with tennis n hiking.. Nini girl ckp badan sihat, utak cergas.. N nini boy ckp jgnth membuang masa luan bejln saja.. Wawawa~
Anyway~ itz

!!MID!!
!!SEMESTER!!
!!HOLIDAY!!

We got 1 week break tapi mcm inda cuti jua.. Assignment mesti d antar tyme holiday.. N byk lagi assignment baru kana bagi.. Argh~ Uni life isn't so wonderful like wat i thought be4.. Rasa mcm my utak ani inda lagi menyerap pelajaran.. Huhuhu.. Batah jua kn abiz degree ani eh..

However, today is my monthsary sama my syg.. Byk problems but we manage to overcome all.. ;D Kn syg? Hehe..

HAPPY
18th
MONTHSARY
..SYG..

I will try to upload some recent pictures 2moro or the day after.. I would like to thank the readers yg sedia membaca walaupun my blog ani bowing yang teramat sangat.. *hugs&kisses*

Happy New Year 2010 semua~

2010-01-03T22:31:00.000-08:00

Hello Semua~

Ya ampun.. Beabad kurun lama nya ku inda update.. Hehe.. Okie.. First of all, Happy new year everyone.. How was ur new year celebration? Fun? Well, mine was amazing.. New year's eve me n my bf spent tyme d rumah masing2 ja.. Sweet kn? Haha.. The next day was the best part.. It was our 1 year & 4 month Monthsary..

..Happy..
..1 Year & 4 Month..
..Monthsary..
..SYG..

On that day, we had family gathering & BBQing.. My syg pun ada.. N the funny part tyme menyalai, abg apiz n syg was in-charge.. Kalinya hitam wah hot dog oleh drg 2 ekong.. Haha.. Riuh semua.. Pastu my syg ani lagi bari gali hati, tyme menyalai satay pun ia blh angan2 n tetidur.. Hehe.. xp Well, dat day kami celebrate 9 org punya bufday.. Meriah.. Hehe.. (pictures will be uploaded arah fb) Overall, the whole day was fun.. N yg penting. ada my syg.. ;D

Okie.. Now for some previous missed post:

Before the holiday, we had our korean oral exam and i scored A+.. Alhamdullilah.. ;D it was a paired conversation.. Nervous hantap ku tu.. N i got stuck a little.. Baik jua partner ku, Ezat, pandai cover.. Thankz.. :D

Exam review.. Masyaallah.. Payah hantap.. Huhu.. Now menunggu result saja lagi.. Mudah2an ku pass.. Amin~

During the first part of my holiday, my family, my cuzn n family kwn mami ke Tawau, Semporna, Sandakan then kota Kinabalu.. Pakai kreta.. Sakit jubur.. Haha.. Mcm 4-wheel drive expidition.. Otw ke Tawau 140+ km jln bebatu.. OMG.. But overall it was fun.. Nyeh~Puas shopping.. Hehe..

Last week, kami bemlm d miri for 2 nights arah Eastwood golf&country club.. Nothing special sal slalu dh ke sana.. N lots of shopping..

Yg penting, byk spent tyme sama my syg Jai tyme holiday.. Yea2.. Hehe.. I love you.. Mwahz..

Datz all 4 now.. Will update soon.. ;D take care semua..

PS: i wont be privating my blog cuz if i do, i will have to go through such hustle of inviting semua.. Byk jua kn d buat tu.. Ngalih.. n i'm too lazy.. Hehe.. ;D

Exam coming.. ;D

2009-11-05T20:36:00.000-08:00

Okie.. I'm tired.. haha.. Assignments byk lagi yg alum ku buat.. Aiyo~ Cana th jua kn siap, mostly group assignment.. Payah kn cari masa bejumpa.. Most DEADLINE is next week n next week jua i'm having my Korean written test n oral interview.. Huhu.. Plus next week jua kami test economics.. N i miss my syg.. He did came to my house 2 kali dh minggu ani sal kn tlong buat my assignment.. Ia type n i sleep.. Sweet kn? Haha.. Mcm bnr.. Ada yg kana bagi flying kick klu tidur.. ;D

Things to do n submit:

Business group project - 9 nov (aku alum buat my part.. Haha..)
Economic group project - 14 nov ( done my part.. tinggal add diagram..)
GBS induvidual assignment - 12 nov (Aku banggang sal SPN21..)
Communication skill presentation - 10 nov (saturday siapkn sama dijah..)
Korean written test - 9 nov (inda ku dpt hafal2 words nya.. Hancur eh..)
Korean oral interview - 12 nov ( Lagi ku banggang.. Haha..)
Economics test - 12 nov ( Alum ku start baca.. Handal kn? )

Hehe.. Byk kn ku buat atu.. Bila th kn siapnya tu.. Ish3..

New Updates!!

2009-10-30T05:47:00.000-07:00

Hello~

I'm really having a stressful tyme ryte now.. Assignments very mountain banyak.. ;D Deadline approaching n EXAM.. WaAaAa~ Lately lagi i haven't been feeling so well.. *sigh* Damam rindu kali.. Hehe.. I only get to spent tyme with my syg every saturday n sunday is family day.. The rest of the week semua bz with schedule masing2.. Plus i'm very frustrated pasal high chance my syg will be send off ke Kuala Lumpur utk kursus on the 16th.. Atu baru trial so itz only 1 week.. If he does get send to KL, then next year ia kana antar lagi for 6 months.. :'( But on the bright side, i'm happy for him pasal since ia d KL, i can ask him to go shopping 4 me.. Hehe.. If my allowance byk maybe i'll go there n visit him.. Oh well, we shall see how it goes.. ;D

One more thing.. U guyz must have heard that UBD is having Gala Night on the 7th nov.. I was planning on going sama my frenz n bf2 kami.. Itz a Mask theme something.. It sounds like fun kn? But unfortunately, My syg inda mau go.. Huhu.. He said ia inda biasa pakai tuxedo.. Aiya~ Itz only one nyte lah syg.. He even said he rather see me not going daripada see me go single on that nyte.. Pasal ia takut i will attract new guy.. Sapa jua mau a girl like me? I'm lucky enough that my syg wants me.. Hehe..

This sunday will be our 14th Monthsary.. Unbelivable kn? Hehe.. There were time when we had misunderstanding and feel like letting go.. We even almost say goodbye.. But i'm really thankful that he alwez had so much patience in him n never let me go regardless of my stupidity.. Sayang, I love you.. I dont care if you dont have many money or high job position.. All i care is you love me for who i am.. Byk org ckp without money, hidup inda bahagia.. Well, i believe that money can be earn but love is irreplaceable.. Now that i have found you, i will never let go unless you ask me to..

Happy Advance
14th
Monthsary
Syg

Well did i mention that raya recently, parents my syg ada ke rumah n my family pun ada ke rumah drg.. What does that mean? Kana approve kah tu? Hehe.. Mudah2an.. Amin~

ps: I did promise to post some pictures but banyak sangat.. hehe.. I will only post some here.. I inda puas, do add up my facebook.. Very2 banyak sana.. *Hugs&kisses*

Dear Readers..

2009-10-10T20:53:00.000-07:00

First of all, SELAMAT HARI RAYA.. Itz still syawal.. ;D I'm truly sowie for the lack of updates.. I juz got my own laptop so now will be much easier.. Things are going pretty well with uni, frenz, n ofcourse MY JAI~

Recent updates:

My MID SEMESTER TEST RESULT.. Freaky.. Haha.. Oh well, i've received my eco n business result only so far.. it was unbelievable.. Huhu.. ECO - 12.5 0ver 15.. Business - A (36 not sure over brapa)..
My Syg now start kaja office hour.. Monday to friday 8.30-12.00 & 1.00-5.30.. So klu jumpa pun nyte or during sunday n saturday.. Huhu..
Diz year i've been raya-ing sama si bf most of the tyme.. I like~
Not sure apa lagi kn d updates.. Hee.. many things happen but i can possibly blog it.. Cuz it has been 1 month plus since i last blogged.. ;D
Lastly, i would like to thanked those people yg tertunggu2 for my updates.. ;D

01.09.2009

2009-09-02T08:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY

1st
ANNIVERSARY!

Syg~
Itz been one year! I love every moment we spent together.. It feels like the world is juz revolving around the 2 of us.. We both rock the world kn syg? ;D At first, i felt so insecure with any serious relationship.. Cuz i've fallen more than once before.. But u changed my perspective.. U made me believe in love again.. I know i sound so mushy2.. But i'm juz letting out wat i really feel.. U made me feel save, secure n loved.. U made promises that are impossible to fulfill n yet i chose to trust u.. Unbelievable.. U said i'll be the one u wanna spent ur life til the end, i believe u.. Even though those kind of promises are not realistic.. But i have faith in u syg n datz wat makes me kept holding on.. Wen u stand next to me, i can feel ur warmth.. Wen u cry, i feel like crying 2.. *syg nangis last tyme.. I saw.. hehe..* Wen u hug me, i wish u wud never let me go.. Wen u're sick n unfit, i feel like running to u n staying by ur side.. I guess datz wat love is.. N now i'm definitely sure of my feeling.. I'm sure that u are the one i wanna spent my life with.. The guy i wanna share everything with.. The guy dat i wanna give all my love to.. The guy dat will alwez have a place in my heart now n forever.. ;)

I LOVE YOU

I'm Back people!!

2009-08-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

Assalammualaikum Everyone...

I'm Back.. Hehe.. I know i've been gone for so long.. So miss me? Hehe..
Many things to post but so little tyme.. I'm currently bz with many things.. So i'll juz brief things up.. ;D

1) I have been 1 year with JAI.. Amazing kn? Hehe.. Alum abiz ku ckp.. Diz is only according to the islamic calendar.. He propose me on 1st september 2008 bersamaan 1 ramadhan 1429.. So everytime bulan ramdhan came, itz our anniversary.. N also every 1st september.. Sweet~

2) I was accepted in UBD.. Yea2.. Hehe.. Currently studying 4 my Degree in business.. Unbelivable kn? xp

3)Life has been very blessful lately although tiring.. But i love my life..

4) emm wat else did i miss?

I guess datz all 4 now dulu k.. I'll try to be a frequent blogger again.. ;D Happy Puasa-ing everyone.. Love u all.. Nyte2..

Off to SINGAPORE!

2009-06-17T22:38:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow i'll be off to singapore with my family.. Wont be back til the 28th.. I'll be bz shopping.. Hehe.. To those yg setia menunggu for updates' i'll update as soon as i got back to brunei.. =) Thankz 4 alwez reading my boring blog.. Hehe.. N i was happy cuz i found out a few of my silent reader masa my birthday masa atu.. *kedptan tia* hehe.. Bagi tekajut byk yg tau my perkembangan rupanya dari blog.. Tapi nada tinggalkn apa2 arah chat box.. Bagi tekajut.. Hehe.. You know who u are guyz n gurlz.. Sayang u all sangat2.. ;D

I'm definitely gonna miss my syg.. Rindu banget.. Huhu.. No noty2 k my dear.. I love you now n the days to come..

Take care semua~ N enjoy the school holiday.. *hugs&kisses*

NOTICE to the HATERS!!

2009-06-17T22:11:00.000-07:00

Okie.. I would like to clarify something here.. This blog is MINE! So itz my ryte kn post apa n kn masukkn gambar apa.. I ask permission from those in the pictures before i upload them.. So yg tak bekenaan, plz jgn bzbody.. I'm asking kindly here.. =) I dont need people COMPLAINING or CRITICIZING about it especially about me n my bf.. I dont say anything about ur life so get off mine.. FAIR?

If you dont like seing pictures of me n my bf n if u think itz ugly, inda jua ku memajal suruh meliat kali ah.. =) DONT LIKE IT? YOU'RE MOST WELCOME TO LEAVE THIS BLOG.. *mwahz*

HARAP MAKLUM especially to the haters, yg sakit hati n yg sasak.. Thank u.. =)

I'm doing diz cuz ada some1 suggest that i shouldn't keep quiet if ada yg BADMOUTH-ing..

15.06.2009

2009-06-17T21:56:00.000-07:00

On monday, i woke up kul 12 lalu.. Nyaman kali ah tidur arah katil ah.. Apa inda, the nyte before kami tidur arah camp.. Tapi tidur d camp pun siuk jua ganya sakit badan.. Sal my camp damit.. Haha.. Cian kn? Oh well, hari ani kami ke klinik Ong Sum Ping sal sapa kn blayar mesti inject utk H1N1.. Jubur bnr babi ani ah.. Mau tia jua famous dgn penyakitnya ah.. Kn mengalahkn burung ya.. (refering to flu babi n flu burung..) Haha.. *mental* Sakit kali ah ah kana inject ah.. Baik jua yg inject atu laki2 muda.. Chinese look.. Tapi sakit jua masih kana inject.. WaAaAa~ If my syg yg injectkn baru nyaman tu.. Lurus ja syg? Hehe.. xp After dat my daddy ada meeting d empire n kami sebuah kreta ke gdg.. I drove sebab atu my inject sakit.. Mana inda, Begoyang jua tu tgn bakas kana cucuk ah.. Huhu.. Mambang rasanya.. ;D mlm tidur pun menyiring.. Sangal.. Haha.. Ish3.. Babi punya pasal ni.. Babi jua kana slhkn.. Hehe..

D gdg kami shopping then my daddy join us lapas meting nya abiz.. My parentz n my 3 siblings yg damit liat movie JPB Congkak.. Whereas, me&my sis& my aunt mkn then balik.. Kami inda liat sal meliat dah ceta atu.. I watched it with my syg.. N my tgn masih sakit until the next day.. Huhu.. ENAK~

~I miss c JAILANI~

Family Camping

2009-06-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

Last mlm minggu, kami camping di pantai serasa.. My family n my cuzn sblah mummy.. 11 camp semuanya n camp my sis & mine paling cute sal paling damit.. Haha.. xp BBQ, music, swimming, games n mcm2 lagi.. Siuk~ N we are planning on another camping.. Hehe.. Sapa mau join? Angkat tgn.. xp My syg awal2 kn ikut tapi then ia ada dinner sama gengnya.. Huhu.. Itz okie.. Next tyme mesti ikut.. Okie syg? I wont upload all pictures here sal lagging.. If u wanna see more, arah my facebook k.. ;D N yes, we did celebrate my birthday lagi sekali masa mlm atu.. Tapi i didn't get to blow the candle sal my cuzzie yg damit2 berabut memblow.. Sabar saja.. Hehe.. Balik2 light up the candle, balik2 jua drg tiup.. Kids~ Haha.. Itz okie..

09.06.2009

2009-06-15T22:40:00.000-07:00

MY BIRTHDAY!!

I turned 19 today.. Yea~ I'm getting older.. Haha.. First of all, i wud like to thank all my frenz dat greeted me.. Thankz kawan~ I've received many wishes from My frenz arah facebook, frenster n some even msg.. Love u guyz semua.. Mwahz.. N a very special thankz to MY SYG for spending practically the whole day with me.. I love u syg.. N to my family.. ;D N thankz jua to yg bagi hadiah.. =)

2009-06-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today, my syg dgni membyr kreta d bank then kami jln2-ing 2gether.. Kami ke Kiulap bali KFC then ke Gadong n mkn arah Pizza Hut.. Pastu kami singgah arah rumah kaka Jun, kaka my syg.. Kami betukar2 ceta korea.. She borrowed mine n i borrowed her.. ;D After dat balik.. Tired kali ah.. Hehe..

Btw did u guyz realise yg i jumpa my syg everyday? Emm but i never got tired of seeing him.. Infact, i can never get enough of him.. Klu blh, saya mau jumpa tiap hari.. Hehe.. Mwahz..
Itz late now.. N i'm kinda sleepy.. So gud nyte semua.. Sweetdreamz.. Mwahz.. *hugs&kisses*

..Baby rindu sayang sangat2..

Our 2nd Song

2009-06-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

My syg dedicate this song for me.. Itz the 2nd song he dedicate.. Tarus2 ia msg suruh cari the song n he said itz 4 me.. So sweet of you syg.. Mwahz..

Hingga Akhir Waktu - Nine Ball

01.06.2009

2009-06-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

Happy
9th
MONTHSARY

..I LOVE YOU..
..Always & 4ever..

You are the most amazing guy i have ever met.. You changed my world upside down.. You may not be the guy that every girl dream of BUT you are definitely my dream guy.. You complete me and thats what makes you so special.. Without you, my life would be meaningless.. I love you endlessly sayang.. =)

N thankz sal susah2 plan utk buat surprise on our monthsary.. We spent half day 2gether.. I love u syg.. I really do.. Baby minta maaf sal surprise syg inda menjadi.. Baby minta maaf bagi pihaknya.. Okie syg? Suppose kami jumpa tyme noon tapi ada yg buat hal jadi akhir tia.. Hmm.. I didn't know my syg kn bawa ke mana.. He juz told me mlm atu jumpa tyme tngahari.. Kelurusan jua drg ramai2 kn hang out hari atu.. Bcuz i was late, surprise syg inda menjadi.. *sigh* But the whole day was fun.. Only kami bedua.. We had lunch then My syg bawa ke satu tempat.. Biar tia kami dua ja tau d mana k.. ;) Baby love syg sangat2.. More than anything in this world syg.. Mwahz..

31.05.2009

2009-06-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

I woke up around kul 12 lalu.. I was so tired after ke JP last nyte.. Then mandi n siap2 sal kn ke pantai serasa.. Ada family gathering.. It was fun.. N kami planning kn camping ramai2 d pantai sblum semua blayar during the school holiday.. No pictures was taken masa d pantai cuz kami semua main air.. SIUK~ Then masa otw balik, tangah eno call n invite us mkn ramai2 d bandar.. Ia kn lanja.. She forgot to mention masa d pantai. So we head home n mandi.. 8.30 baru ke sana n join the rest.. Practically the whole day spent with my cuzn sblah my mummy.. =) Itz been long since we last hang out cani.. Hehe..

30.05.2009

2009-06-02T05:46:00.000-07:00

Today, we went hiking d Tasek Lama.. Normal saturday afternoon routine.. But hari ani a new member join.. Gf hafiy, Dayana.. =) After sana, kami balik my house, freshen up, mandi, mkn, main pool then off to Jerudong Park.. It was fun walaupun ada misunderstanding cikit.. Let it be our secret.. *winkz* Yg penting, i was with my syg lah.. Hehe.. Mwahz..

Kebowingan Hantap!

2009-05-29T09:04:00.000-07:00

Hari ani both my parentz kaja pagi n ptg so i had to stay home jaga my adek2.. Planning ptg kn bawa drg pantai.. Release tension tapi semua tia tidur ptg.. Hehe.. Oh well.. Mimpi indah then.. xp

Ani i juz got back dari jln2-ing.. Round2 sengkurong.. I know itz late dah.. Kul 12 lalu dah.. But who cares.. Kn? ;D Mkn mlm kana lanja.. Nyaman rasanya makanan kana lanja ani rupanya.. Yumm~ Haha.. Thankz.. xp

Not much to post n itz late now.. My mata ngantuk n my hp tetutup sal lowbatt.. Malas kn charging.. Inda jua ada org peduli tu.. Anyway.. I'm sleeping now.. Gud nyte semua.. Sweetdreamz.. Mwahz.. *hugs&kisses*

Randomness~

2009-05-27T00:03:00.000-07:00

Interview n Ujian betulis ku HANCUR.. xp

2009-05-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

Okie.. As some of u yg slalu baca my blog i did mention something about Kapal Belia.. Ryte? So my interview was yesterday sama bibi@fattz.. Mula2 the ujian betulis.. Gila~ One of my fren ckp itz objective questions.. Yg main pilih A,B,C or D.. Kalinya Short answer question n essays.. I'm dead.. Haha.. The Short answer was hard.. N in malay lagi.. Hmm.. Kn semua jua bejwp kecuali soalan about the menteri,setiausaha tetap n pengarah.. Haha.. Nampak aku ani CLUELESS.. But the rest bejwp.. N the essays was the best.. Sana tah byk idea ku kluar.. But i didn't finish.. Imagine tah kamu 18 questions n 3 essay in 45mins? Wow..

So after ujian betulis kana bagi minum.. At 3.15 baru start kana panggil masuk bilik.. Suppose until 4.30 but my turn was kul 5 lalu.. N after me ada 3 org guyz lagi.. The interview wen well at first.. drg tanya about my experience naik Mount Kinabalu n they ask about my Video that i made.. Org atu inda caya that i made the video myself.. Apa jua payah nya pakai Window Movie Maker.. Kn? *mcm setaie.. Klu bkn ada yg ajar cana, inda jua ku pandai.. xp Haha*

OMG.. Drg suruh nyanyi n menari.. Menari i was okie but Menyanyi? Haha.. One of the guy suruh nyanyi n menari utk full mark.. He was joking sal yg srg atu ckp apa saja i want to do.. Dance or sing.. But i did both.. I sang Joget Hati Tertawan with itz dance jua.. It was the one yg kami pernah perform d RTB.. Even the woman yg dari awal i enter the room inda byk ckp n all she did was tunduk n liat my certificates, tarus angkat muka n liat aku menari ah.. I rock it.. Pakai high heels lagi tu menari ah.. Inda pernah2 wah menari with heels.. Hehe..

But then drg found out that i was currently waiting 4 UBD n drg ckp if i was choosen 4 the kapal belia, i would be missing 1 semester n alum tantu UBD would allow the student to do so.. Mcm2 i said to yakinkn drg.. I said it wud only affect 1 month of the semester not entirely 1 whole semester.. Then drg ckp 3 months before the program, ada training 4 the choosen ones.. N he did mention that the training would be at nyte so full of confident i said that it wont be a problem.. Pagi n ptg class.. Malam training.. Then the classes that i miss, i'll catch up.. That woman smile n she said that i will be tired.. Mcm pensyarah ku ckp "Kalau sudah mau something, sanggup berusaha" Haha.. Then they say wait saja 4 the results but whatever u do UBD comes first cuz itz ur future.. I smile n went out.. ;D

Argh~ Last tyme masa interview d UNISSA, sal UBD jua n now sal UBD jua.. Ish.. Sakit hati ku.. UBD ani alum jua ada jwpannya.. Baru jua kana suruh antar sijil2.. Hmm... But mudah2an jua dpt UBD ah.. AMIN~

Oh well.. Apa yg berlaku, ada sebabnya tu.. Kn? *chill*

DPMM Manang!!

2009-05-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

Haven't been a daily blogger lately.. Bz kali ah.. Hehe.. Well, i know byk yg tetunggu2 updates.. Sal arah msn byk org tanya "napa inda lagi active blog mu ah? Menunggu jua ku ni.." "update wah" "mati dah blog mu ah? bowing jua eh.. siuk dah membaca.." Haha.. Cuba tah yg rajin check my blog atu, RINGAN2 KN LAH TULANG ANDA DAN TINGGALKAN PESANAN D TEMPAT YG D SEDIA KN.. xp

Okie.. Lately, my syg bz bwabish kaja.. Huhu.. So inda byk jln2 lah.. Only pagi2 ia slalu ke rumah kajap juz to see me.. Breakfast sama2.. Lately my syg slalu ckp "Kawin tani beh".. I want.. Haha.. Alum lagi abiz blajar sudah tia gatal kn kawin.. Huhu.. Baik jua kawin awal.. Mencegah maksiat.. Haha..

Last nyte kami liat DPMM main d stadium lwn Young Lions.. DPMM manang.. 1-0.. I went out sama my syg n gang nya 3 org.. Me the only gurl sama 4 jejaka.. Amazing.. Haha.. But i had fun.. Mwahz..

N tadi i went out sama my sis 2 org.. No one d rumah except kami 3 n the amah.. Yg lain semua jln dari pagi.. So kami jln lah.. Pick up sii bf n c boy.. Then off to jln2-ing.. My sis begunting d kiarong then lepak d kiulap pastu ke soon lee lambak.. Byk destinasi kami atu.. Kuat bejln kali ah.. Hehe.. Oh well, last2 balik around 6 sal the BFs kn belwn futsal mlm ani d harun gym kul 7 n my sis yg srg pun ada tuition kul 7.. I didn't go liat my syg belwn sal nada dgn.. Huhu.. I want to bagi support kali ah.. He did text me up sblum the game start n i wish him luck ja.. Hope team drg manang.. =) He said the game abiz kul 11.. But i'm guessing gerenti akhir dari atu tu.. I know.. xp Naluri wanita.. Woman instinct babe..

Itz getting late n i cant wait 4 my syg to tell me the result.. Sal i asked him to score 1 goal 4 me.. Mun ia score bnr, satu tah saja, syg bnr ia kan aku tu.. Haha..

Now i'm off to bed.. Tired+ngantuk.. Nyte2 n sweetdreamz semua.. Mwahz..

07.05.2009

2009-05-07T23:33:00.000-07:00

Hari ani very busy.. OMG~ Tuhan saja tau betapa bz nya aku.. Hehe.. Woke up at 6.30.. Ready bebaju kn interview at one of the islamic university d brunei ani.. Mesti some of u guyz tau tu.. kalau inda tau bkn tah org brunei tu sal d sini satu ganya islamic university.. Wawawa.. Inda ku tau napa ku blh apply sana.. Sapa yg kenal aku comfirm tau napa.. Hehe.. Cuba2 saja masa atu then they call 4 interview.. Dtg saja tia.. Mana tau dpt.. Nasib~ Insaf ku tarus.. Doa kn saya ye kwn2.. *winkz*

Before interview, mcm biasa antar my siblings ke SMS jangsak then antar srg lagi ke PTEK.. plan after atu tarus kn arah interview.. Kalinya bemasalah tia jua parut ani.. Kn beria~ Nature call.. So balik tah dulu kajap.. otw ke rumah ada me n my syg punya lagu main arah pelangi.. Romance- KU INGIN KAMU.. So i called him while driving.. Hehe.. Bhaya.. Sampai rumah around 8 n my interview kul 8.30.. I'm taking risk.. Huhu.. Lapas lega rasanya, zoom tarus.. sudah sampai sana baru 2 org.. Menyusahkn saja drive laju2.. Menunggu tah ni giliran sal it seems mcm org yg kn interview kami alum ada n itz 8.41 dah.. Sudah start kana panggil nama, the first 3 people on the list alum dtg so the woman ask me for my name.. N she said letz juz start with me.. Gila~ Pucat tarus muka saya.. Haha.. I wasn't expecting to be the first.. Masuk bilik ada 2 people.. 1 guy n 1 woman.. The conversation was horrible.. Menakut kn..

*me entering the room.. Nervous mode*
Me : Assalamualaikum..
Man : Plz have a seat..
Woman : Introduce urself.. Ur name.. Ur age.. Ur result.. Ur hobby..
Me : I'm Nur hazerah.. U can call me zerah.. I'm 18.. I got C 4 maths.. D for physics n
accounting.. my hobby is dancing, netball, cycling, hiking n mostly outdoors activity..
Man : Seems like u're very active..
Me : Well, kinda.. I like doing sports..
Woman : Do u know watz the difference between Unissa n ubd?
Me : From wat i know, unissa emphasise more on the islamic studies while ubd are general..
Man : Gud.. So u know that if u study here, u will be able to learn business base on islamic
ways n aside from that u will also have class for islamic studies such as Quran reciting n
such.. this are the advantages that we can offer u..
Me : Thats perfect.. *smile* *both talking n flipping through my folder*
Man : U were an active member of traditional dance club..
Me : Yes, i was n i'm planning on joining again if the university offer such club..
Man : Ow.. I'm afraid we dont have dance here.. But we do have like Al-Quran club, Hadrah,
Dikir n etc..
Me : *bowing face mode on*
Woman : I think UBD would be best for u.. Me : *thinking- u are ryte woman*
Man : The requirement for both UBD n UNISSA are the same.. So which would u prefer,
UBD or UNISSA? Me : Which ever dat accepts my application.. I dont mind..
Man : u can only choose 1..
Me : *majal jua* Okie.. Then i would probably choose Unissa cuz here they provide the
student with islamic knowledge as well..
Woman : Are u sure datz wat u want? Wont u regret? Me : *datz harsh.. I'm sensetive kali ah..
Walaupun aku srg ganya yg pakai baju kurung fashion n yg lain baju kurung biasa.. This
is my style..*
Woman : Are u sure? Because through hecas they can only offer u 1 even if 2 of the university
accept u..
Me : * batah befikir* Okie.. Well, honestly i think UBD is the ryte place 4 me.. I'm sowie..
Man : Gud luck then.. *smiling* I respect you 4 standing up to what u want n what
environment u like best..
Me : Thank u..
*leaving the room*

Masuk kreta, antak2 kaki + ampas2 stereng.. SH*T~ Y did i have to be so honest tadi.. Haha.. Oh well.. 4get it.. Check my phone, my cuzn ada msg.. She said the blanket i want ada kn kana antar dlm kul 11.. Excited jua saya tu.. Batah dah planning kn bali tapi inda pernah ada duit.. Cian kn? So i told her i'll pick it up tghari.. 10.45 aga my sis ugama, balik rumah n check the mail box.. Ada surat 4 me..

UJIAN BETULIS DAN INTERVIEW UTK RANCANGAN KAPAL BELIA 2009
Tarikh: 26 mei 2009 (hari selasa)
Masa: 2:00 petang hingga 4.30 petang
Tempat: Dewan Citra Budaya (Basement)
Bangunan Kementerian Kebudayaan, Belia dan Sukan

Excited jua saya baca tu.. Hehe.. Suddenly my cuzn texted me n said the blanket abiz.. N my syg msg n ckp ia dukun pastu ckp the blanket also abiz. Hmm.. I told him earlier sal my cuzn msg about the blanket.. Sedih jua saya tu.. *sigh* I was really hoping.. Oh well, ptg antar nini arah rumah tua sal later ada function.. My cuzn abg mamat nikah.. Pastu My aunt bawa ke giant kajap sal kn bali barang.. I went to my cuzn's shop.. N liat2 other design 4 the blanket i want.. Hampa.. Kali my syg dtg sana.. Yea2.. Dpt jumpa ia kajap.. Hehe.. Kalinya ia bagi plastic bag with something inside.. Tekajut jua saya tu.. N banggang jua.. tyme atu lagi i was kipak-ing my bro c haziq.. Tarus bagi haziq arah my syg.. For u guyz punya info, my bro ani pemilih tapi with my syg ia mau dah.. Green light from my baby bro.. ;D I check in the plastic.. It was the blanket i want.. Kn menangis rasanya.. My syg balikn.. N ia subahat with my own cuzn.. Kejam.. Huhu.. But it was sweet of u syg.. I'm gonna sleep with that blanket 2nyte.. Hehe..

..I LOVE U JAI..

Malam kami arah masjid rimba sal datz where abg mamat is getting married.. Panas.. Ya ampun.. Huhu.. But it was fun n i love the decoration on my hand.. Kwn tangah eno buat kn.. Me bawa kreta sendiri ke sana sal kami akhir.. Me n my sis.. Ada tah cetanya tu napa kami akhir.. Huhu..

01.05.2009

2009-04-30T19:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY
8th
MONTHSARY
SAYANG

Itz been 8 bln dah tani 2gether syg.. Amazing.. Hehe.. But atleast ani family tani dua2 okie dah.. Drg bejumpa sudah so tani dpt public dah.. Inda payah kn avoid teliat kawan parentz tani lagi.. Kn syg? Hehe.. Ada jua hikmahnya syg betahan d hospital atu.. *winkz*
Baby mau forever sama syg.. Inda mau kehilangan syg sebab atu baby sanggup trima baik n buruk syg.. Walaupun kadang2 rasa kn d gigit2 wah syg ah.. Hehe.. xp But i love you.. N thats wat kept me holding on even if it hurts.. =) Tapi now baby nampak syg berubah dah.. Jadi lebih matang, makin caring, namapak syg lebih bertanggungjawab n yg paling penting Syg baby makin TABAM+CHUBBY.. Hehe.. *jgn marah syg ah* N Thankz jua sal syg byk mendulur baby..

I LOVE YOU

No more stressing out!!

2009-04-30T19:23:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i finally send my KAPAL BELIA form .. N also my University application ke James Hon in kiulap.. Mudah2an dpt dua2.. Amin~ So now nada kn d worry kn lagi.. Tinggal tunggu jwpan ja.. Hehe.. N if u guyz kn tau, the kapal belia requires a video to show our activities.. Inda plg mesti tapi klu ada satu kelebihan.. So cuba nasib lah..

Saya ani inda jua canggih bnr.. Inda jua ada video.. Yg ada gambar2 ja.. So ada org bagi idea buat slide show.. Masalahnya aku inda pandai.. Hehe.. Kononnya kn pakai powerpoint tapi inda handal.. Huhu.. Cian kn? So i msg c HELMI.. N ia suruh pakai window movie maker.. Ya ampun.. Banggang ku hantap.. Langsung inda ku pernah pakai.. Haha.. So c helmi tah yg guide n ajar kn.. Through msg plg ganya tu.. Ia lagi line Bmobile n aku dst.. Hehe.. But THANKZ KAWAN sal sanggup tolong n abiz kn ur kredet 4 me.. =)

N a special thankz to MY SAYANG sal membalikn cd.. Walaupun waktu nya bekaja saya mengusut minta balikn ah.. Hehe.. I LOVE YOU SYG...

Ani tah usul my video ah.. Simple ganya.. Payah wah mun inda pandai computer ani.. Yg ku pandai online, online, online.. Haha..

25.04.2009

2009-04-28T19:09:00.000-07:00

Bgn pagi n mcm biasa jadi driver.. Pagi ke hospital sama Syg sal kn ambil my blood result.. N ptg i watch ceta phillipine "For The First Time".. Sedih+Siuk+Cali+Kesian.. Hehe.. Kn menangis pun ada rasanya time liat.. paling menyedihkn sal her love relation kana halang uleh the gurl's father.. Emotional jua saya liat tu sampai i texted my syg..

Me : Sakit kan rasanya if tepaksa putus sal parentz inda approve? :'(
Syg: Huh? Apakn beh? Npa baby ckp cani? Susah th ati syg nah.. hmm
Me : *i didn't reply sal bz menyediakn mknan kn d bawa arah mkn2 dat nyte*
Syg: Npa baby nda rply?Hmm

Kalinya mlm atu kami tarus dtg rumah my syg n langsung i didn't reply.. *sengaja* Hehe.. Sudah sampai sana sengaja lah saya buat muka sedih.. xp biar syg susah hati.. Bkn slalu.. Then before balik baru tah gtau yg bnr.. Nah~ kana ucap jubur plg.. Hehe..

~I LOVE YOU SYG~

I'M BACK

2009-04-28T18:57:00.000-07:00

Assalammualaikum semua~

I know i haven't been blogging lately.. Bz.. Things are pretty hectic.. My bf kana tahan d hospital 2 minggu labih but now ia okie dah.. N now he's out from the hospital.. At the same time, i'm bz with my scholarship application.. Bagi mental jua membuat everything last minute ani ah.. Huhu.. But now everything settle dah.. So i'm back to blogging.. =) To those yg tertanya2 napa i dont update, well now u guyz tau.. Hehe..

!!Recent updates!!
My parentz & my bf are getting along well.. My parentz pun ada lawat ia d hospital several tymez.. N if u guyz kn tau my parentz also bawa org utk ubati my bf.. Ubat kampong plg tu.. Happy jua saya ni.. Hehe.. He's also been accompanying me antar n ambil my bro n sis skulah.. Tyme nya masih cuti tu.. ani ia kaja dah balik.. Huhu.. back to being a driver alone.. Sedih eh.. Tapi yg penting my parentz GREEN LIGHT dah.. Hehe..

26.04.09

2009-04-28T18:47:00.000-07:00

Mkn2 arah my house sempena my bro besunat.. Ish3x.. Makin basar dah adi ku yg srg ah.. Hehe.. Berakal2 tah.. Dat day sii bf sibuk kaja n i was bz menolong d rumah.. Ia nada msg2 so fikir ia inda dpt dtg.. Hehe.. But he did dtg.. I tinggalkn kajanya sal kn ke rumah.. So sweet.. Tapi esuknya kana marahi uleh bossnya.. Cian laki saya.. Hehe.. I love u syg.. N dat nyte tyme after mkn2 my bf main pool sama babah.. Drg take team.. Babah sama my 2 uncle & Jai sama yoy n boy.. N guess wat? Team org muda kalah.. Amazing.. Hehe.. 4-1 scorenya.. ish3.. Bagi malu team syg ah.. xp But it was fun.. Mengeratkn silaturahim.. *winkz*

ME or SMOKING?

2009-03-25T11:04:00.000-07:00

Baby pernah tanya syg soalan ani.. N jwpan syg menghampakn.. Baby rasa even if baby hilang, syg masih blh happy asal ada sigup.. Kn? Baby inda minta syg beranti, but atleast kurangkn saja.. If kn kurangkn pun payah, then syg blh teruskn besigup tapi plz jgn dpn baby.. Atu saja baby minta.. Liat drg Hafiy, hazem n yoy.. Drg dangar jua ckp didi, reena n mimah.. Baby guna cara lembut dah kn tagur syg.. Drg reena, mimah n didi lagi tegas.. Sampai sanggup ikut ke mana saja utk pastikn drg inda smoking, pastu ada yg sampai sanggup buang sigup yg baru setgh kotak bepakai.. Tarik sigup dari mulut bf drg.. Ada yg sampai jadi kelahi if besigup.. Syg mau catu kah? *sigh* Baby inda sampai hati wah kn buat catu.. :'( Baby JELEZ wah liat didi, reena n mimah sal bf drg dgr ckp drg.. Maybe dpn gf ja drg inda smoking.. Inda tau blakang2.. Tapi atleast drg cuba jua jaga hati gf drg.. Ani syg inda.. Dpn baby syg tanya blh or inda smoking.. Tapi if baby ckp inda blh, masih jua syg sigup.. Inda guna2 betanya.. HMMMMMM.... Masa baby tanya syg pilih apa antara baby n sigup.. PANJANG hantap jwpan syg tapi last2 jwpannya syg pilih sigup jua.. Kn? So SWEET jwpnya syg ah.. Menipu tu ah if baby ckp baby happy dgr jwpan syg.. :'( Sakit hati.. Teguris.. Bagi org menangis.. *sigh*

SIGH

2009-03-25T10:58:00.000-07:00

I"M MISSING YOU SO BADLY...... :'(

All i wanted was juz to talked to u before i sleep.. I want ur voice to be the last thing i hear before i close my eyes.. *sigh* I guess i'm asking too much.. :'(

24.03.2009

2009-03-25T10:47:00.000-07:00

STADIUM~ Liat DPMM main.. Siuk bwabish.. Me, my syg, reena, boy, didi, hafiy, adek, bibi, mimit, mimah n yoy.. Parentz drg mimah, boy, hafiy n adek pun ada wiv us.. Kwn my syg pun ada.. Ramai jua tu.. Meriah kali ah.. Haha.. N my syg balik2 tagur sal my eyes automatic meliat arah guyz n bkn liat bula.. Huhu.. Yg paling bagi sakit hati ada bini2 yg minat arah my syg.. Liat2 lagi tu.. EII~ Geramnya aku.. Duduk lagi inda jauh dari kami.. WaAaAa~ But itz okie.. My syg ckp he alredi have me n itz more than enough.. Happy jua saya dgr tu.. ;D Tapi cian my syg damam.. Kesajukkn ya n badan nya really panas.. Worry jua saya tu.. =(

..GET WELL SOON..

..SYG..

Ps:// No pictures taken mlm atu..

21.03.2009

2009-03-22T22:41:00.000-07:00

*Pantai-ing* Sama my syg n the gang.. Kami dua ada kelahi cikit.. Sampai dua2 lari arah lain.. Hehe.. Srg ke darat n srg ke laut.. Err~ mcm inda lurus saja bunyinya.. Haha.. Srg ke barat n srg ke utara.. xp But after that i'm happy bwabish sal my syg pujuk.. N my syg pun happy sal his first anak buah baru lahir ptg atu jua.. So mlm after antar my sister ke RBA 4 her silat lesson, kami ke hospital n yg lain ke mall.. Kami lawat the new born BABY GURL.. Cute BWABISHLY..
PS:// My syg nyamal hencem.. hehe.. xp

TAHNIAH
to
..Kaka ALING & Abg SHAHROM..
sal baru dpt their first daughter =)

15.03.2009

2009-03-22T22:02:00.000-07:00

Late post.. Baru dpt the pictures.. Hehe.. Kami ada couple badminton tournament d IBB.. 7 teams altogether.. Another sunday with my syg n the gang.. Siuk.. Mengeratkn silaturahim.. Hehe.. Me n my syg pakai baju LIVERPOOL tapi kami nada gambar sama2.. Huhu.. Next tyme tah gambar puas2.. Okie syg? xp After sana kami lepak ke mall.. Then mlm balik rumah my syg.. Bahagia if slalu cani.. I like.. *winkz*

16.03.2009

2009-03-22T21:46:00.000-07:00

Today is the date tani first kenal.. Yea2.. Hehe.. Baby ingat masih tyme atu reena dating sama hazem pastu baby dgni ia n syg wiv hafiy dgni hazem.. Tyme atu syg n hafiy gatal.. Minta no. n email.. Eii~ mcm org single saja wah kamu 2 org ah.. Haha.. Well, i was single tyme atu so lyn sja lah.. xp hehe.. Mcm2 yg tani lalui sblum tani couple.. Kn syg? Biar tia tani dua ja tau wat happen.. Okie? Hehe.. *mwahz*

..THANKZ 4 NOT LETTING ME GO SYG..
..I LOVE YOU NOW N 4EVER..

14.03.2009

2009-03-22T21:34:00.000-07:00

Not much to post.. Another netball day with the STREET NETBALLER.. We had to go home early sal itz starting to hujan.. Tapi before balik, kami singgah mkn arah garai d bandar.. plan kn balik awal tapi the hujan makin labat so kami tepaksa stay dulu.. Last2 sal every1 kn ke toilet (kes inda tahan hehe..), kami pun belarii n behujan.. Ada yg belari ke toilet n ada yg belari ambil umbrella d kreta.. Tapi last2 semua jua basah.. Haha.. Siuk.. Under the rain sama my syg pastu kami bedua satu payung.. Romantic banget.. I like~ hehe.. tyme hujan kn sajuk? so dpt hug hug hug.. Hehe.. I LOVE YOU SYG.. You alwez make me feel save.. But unfortunately, nada pictures sal nada camera.. Huhu..

09.03.2009

2009-03-11T09:05:00.000-07:00

Itz MAULUD NABI.. Pagi i woke up n jln sama mami ambil agar2 d batu satu.. Kami order utk d bawa krg mlm arah mkn2 d rumah my syg.. Balik2 dah saya pujuk my parentz to go later tapi drg malas.. *sigh* Balik atu i went straight ke dapur sal kn buat cake cream cheese with biscut.. First tyme membuat sendiri.. Amazing-> MENJADI.. Haha.. Mlm atu, STREET UTD n STREET NETBALLER sembhyg jemaah arah rumah my syg.. Hehe.. Cuba tah ia jadi imam.. xp Sembhyg maghrib first tyme saya sembhyg sama2 my syg.. Nanti tani dua sembhyg jemaah n syg jadi imam okie? Hehe.. I LOVE YOU SYG..

07.03.2009

2009-03-07T22:34:00.000-08:00

Netball FUN~ fun~

First tyme STREET NETBALLER main as 1 team.. Yes, kami kana belasah brabiz uleh org2 BKN (Biro Kawalan Narkotik).. Haha.. Itz okie but atleast we all had fun.. Suppose kami main d JKR.. The place was confirm dah tapi last minute kana gtau yg ada 3 water tanker parked arah kawasan court n paling bagi kn marah drg inda mau pindah the tanker.. BABAL bnr org tanker atu.. So kami ke menglait hoping ada court kosong n lucky 4 us.. Ada 1 court kosong n Org BKN bawa kami main wiv drg.. Siuk.. Drg inda main kasar walaupun ada a few langgar sana n langgar sini.. Hehe.. Itz been 2 tahun i dont play netball.. I sucked.. Haha.. After main kami arah rumah my syg kn rehat n dinner.. Kami mkn ambuyat n nasi katok.. N for u guyz punya info, Mostly kami yg dlm team ani adi beradi so jgn hairan.. Hehe.. xp

Another day together..

2009-03-04T17:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday ptg kami jln sama2.. After antar my sis ke stadium, i go ambil my syg d rumahnya.. Cian.. Baru ya balik kaja.. Hehe.. I was planning earlier kn cut my hair n bali sun shed 4 my car.. Byk kn d buat tapi masa inda mencukupi sal i have to pick up my sis d MS kul 5.30 then yg srg lagi d stadium kul 6.. Driver kali ah.. Hehe..

Guess wat? A PONDAN cut my hair.. WaAaAaA~ Baru tah pernah tu eh.. Barijap banget.. Huhu.. My syg tu pilih tmpt ah.. xp Adakah patut arah pundan.. Haha.. Well, i dont have any choice sal my usual salon yg d kiarong.. Jauh jua tu.. Takut inda sampat aga my sis ryte on tyme.. Plus my hair rusak bwabish.. Many split ends.. Eii~ Banci i.. N kami singgah JOLIBEE sblum aga my sis yg srg d stadium..

Malam, kami jalan ke stadium liat DPMM main.. Kami jln sama2 my sis, hazem, hafiy n ayoy.. Btw Saya bknnya liat org main bula.. I juz wanna spent tyme sama my syg.. Hehe.. xp

He CRIED..

2009-03-03T17:17:00.001-08:00

Last2 nyte kami on the phone.. Kami ckp dari hati ke hati.. Chewah.. Hehe.. xp We set things out.. Now everthing okie dah.. I told him semua yg i dont puas hati then he did the same thing.. N he cried!! Syg ku nangis.. Terharu jua baby tu.. Makin betambah my love 4 u.. Hehe.. Baby minta maaf syg.. I know i've hurt u dulu.. Tapi atleast now baby inda jumpa ia lagi.. Like u requested.. Atu tah last baby jumpa ia.. =) N thankz 4 explaining everthing to me.. Tapi baby masih inda puas hati.. Plz keep the all the pictures arah tmpt baby inda nampak.. Blh kn? Now syg srg ja yg baby love n it will alwez be only u.. Inda akan ada org lain.. I PROMISE.. No matter byk laki2 lain yg baby jumpa, baby tetap pilih syg.. I hope syg pun catu.. Understand? *warning mode* hehe.. xp

..GUE SAYANG BANGET SAMA KAMU..

OUR SONG

2009-03-03T16:27:00.000-08:00

Lagu ani lagu pertama sygku dedicate sblum kami couple.. Masa kami masih kwn saja.. Infact, sblum kami lose contact masa atu.. Kami ada slh faham cikit then ia suruh dgr radio pelangi fm tarus2.. Bagi tekajut.. Rupanya lagu ani.. Hehe.. Sweet kn my syg atu.. Tapi tyme atu baby inda faham apa maksud syg.. xp

~I LOVE YOU~

Romance - Ku Ingin Kamu

Demi semua yang aku jalani bersamamu

Kuingin engkau jadi milikku

kuingin kau disampingku

Tanpa dirimu ku hanya manusia tanpa cinta

Dan hanya dirimu yang bisa

Membawa surga dalam hatiku

Chorus:

Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku

Aku akan mencintaimu

Menjagamu selama hidupku

Dan aku kan berjanji

Hanya kaulah yang kusayangi

Ku akan setia disini

Menemani…

Sentuhanmu

Bagaikan tangan sang dewi cinta

Yang berhiaskan bunga asmara

Dan membuatku tak kuasa

Back to chorus

Di setiap arung gerak

Tersimpan di hati kecilku

Bahawa dirimu terindah untukku

Back to Chorus

Chorus 2:

Selama ku masih bisa bertahan

Selama ku masih bisa bernafas

Selama Tuhan masih mengizinkan

Kuingin selalu menjagamu

Back to Chorus2 [3x]

Selama ku masih bisa bertahan

Selama ku masih bisa bernafas

01.03.2009

2009-03-01T17:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 6th MONTHSARY

Itz been 6 months tani couple.. Will this be the last tyme tani celebrate our monthsary together? Or there will be a next tyme? *sigh* Slama ani i've been trying to hide the truth dari semua.. I only blog apa yg org expect n supaya org fikir kami mcm other couple.. I really wish.. Ada masanya he's the most amazing guy i ever had but ada jua masanya entah lah.. Maybe semua ani salah zerah sebab inda dpt jadi gf yg baik.. =) *sigh* Jujur, akhir2 ani everything went wrong.. i've been crying kn tiap mlm sampai last2 tetidur sendiri.. I drowned myself with my tears..

All this tyme i've been hiding my feelings sebab kn jaga ur heart syg.. I've been hurting all along.. How long do i have to stay diz way? Sakit.. :'( Menipu if i said i'm not jelez bila liat couple yg bf drg inda pernah biar kn the gf srg2 even when the bf sama kwn2nya or baca nick my fren yg laki2 semua sweet2 buat nama gf drg.. *sigh* Mcm bunyi org complaining? But i'm not.. U inda mau buat catu, itz okie.. Inda payah.. =) Nasib srg2 lain.. N my nasib cani so trima hakikat saja..

TERIMA SEADANYA.. Datz wat u alwez say.. I've been trying to accept u seadanya.. N dlm process mencuba, i alwez end up getting hurt.. Asal u ckp "terima seadanya beh" i know bnrnya yg u maksud kn "mesti trima me cani sal i cant never change" kn? Sebab atu syg suruh terima seadanya sal syg inda mau brubah.. *sigh* Bknnya i want u to change, i juz want u to atleast jaga my heart walaupun sikit, besyukur dah me tu.. I'm not asking 4 anything else.. :'(

Yes, me inda dpt nafi kn sakit bnr rasanya bila nampak gambar2 ur ex.. Bkn satu, dua or tiga.. Byk.. I dont larang if u kn simpan tapi plz jgn sampai me nampak.. It really hurts.. Semua my frenz yg laki2 ckp if guyz masih simpan gambar their ex ertinya drg masih sygkn exnya.. *sigh* i dont want to assume anything here.. If bnr catu, then ertinya slama 6 bln ani me pentingkn diri sendiri.. Sal i was the only one yg happy with diz relationship sedangkn u? Terseksa? Maafkn zerah if atu yg u rasa slama ani..

Zerah sanggup u tinggalkn daripada u sakit.. Biar tia zerah yg sakit janji u inda teseksa n tepaksa sama zerah.. =) Cinta perlukn pengorbanan.. I STILL LOVE YOU n WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU inda kira brapa kali u sakiti zerah, i'll still do.. Sebab walaupun bkn u yg pertama, tapi i know u will be the last guy dat i love.. Dulu i promised u that i will never leave u kecuali u yg minta zerah leave or u yg leave.. N i still hold on to that promise.. FOREVER.. So u inda payah takut or worry that i will leave.. Walaupun u sakitkn zerah, parah mcm mana pun i will still stay.. =)

22.02.2009

2009-02-27T22:49:00.000-08:00

STREET UTD- team sii bf masuk quater final so kami the GFs Association came ramai2 n bagi support.. Haha.. Drg belwn d UBD.. Tapi dat day i had to wake up early.. My syg minta bgnkn kul 5.45 sal ia ikut convoy motorbiker yg bawa bendera sempena Brunei's Jubli perak National Day from bandar to KB.. At every stop, he called me.. Sweet kn? Hehe.. But then tghari, i had to aga didi, mimah n simah.. After dat singgah rumah my syg to pick up his things.. Sal the tournament starts at 1 n kul 12+ ia masih d tutong.. Hoho.. Kononnya ia plan kn ZOOMMM supaya sampat.. Nada sampat.. Apa nya babu, "Bknnya kn dpt d ZOOM2 tu dari KB ah" Haha.. Baby setuju ckp babu ah.. So kami n the rest of the team ke UBD dulu.. Baik jua drg match ke 10.. He came 2 lalu.. He's the captain n ia yg lambat.. Amazing.. Hehe.. Well, their team masuk quarter final..

N since dari tghari kami jln, LAPAR kali ah.. Hehe.. xp since the guyz inda mau tinggalkn the place so yg bini2 tah saja jln bali mknan.. Kami bali nasi katok d jerudong.. Atu jauh.. Haha..

After kami abiz mkn, the AJK inform that the quater final will resume after sembhyg isyak.. Kami semua balik lah dulu.. Well bkn balik rumah.. Kami ke rumah babu.. Rehat saja.. Mcm2 gelagat.. Ada yg tidur, ada yg angan2, ada yg surfing.. Ish3x.. Hehe..

Tyme kami rehat2, babu panggil.. N yg lain ani diam tia jua.. Mcm takut jua saya tu.. Rupanya drg kana kn kami.. Kana main2 kn.. Huhu.. Malu banget.. Babu liatkn cincin yg ia bali n drg main tunang2an ah.. Kami jadi mangsa.. Malu banget saya.. Haha..

21.02.2009

2009-02-27T21:53:00.000-08:00

DINNER @ PIZZA HUT

I got my own car 2day.. Yea2.. Toyota VIOS medium silver.. Hehe.. But i still prefer driving my mum's car.. *demanding* Mlm atu kami ke gdg sal AMAL kn lanja kami dinner arah PIZZA HUT.. I ask my dalenx to accompany me.. I LOVE YOU SYG.. Mcm reunion plg mlm atu.. EX Sci1 SMB 2005-2006.. Hehe.. I miss u guyz.. Well AMAL is leaving 4 Melbourne soon.. Huhu.. I'm gonna miss her.. *sigh* AMaL, do keep in touch with us.. N thankz 4 the dinner..

19.02.2009

2009-02-27T21:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY

MUHD HAZIQ SHAH

That nyte, kami lepak arah my house.. Kami watched HILLS HAVE EYES 2 arah bilik tamu.. Kami tutup semua lampu.. Push all the sofa aside.. Since semua ada pasangan masing2, each couple conqured a place.. Ada ygarah sofa n ada yg guling2 arah carpet.. Romantic banget.. Hehe.. N they went home around 11+.. What a whole lot of fun we had.. Hehe.. I want again..

14.02.2009

2009-02-27T21:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY

I know it's wrong to celebrate it but it was juz 4 fun.. Lagipun kami spent tyme together on this day was a sudden plan.. Hehe.. Nada kn d buat so jln lah.. So inda jua slh tu kn? Well kami ke gdg n lepak arah SNOW HOUSE.. Be4 balik kami ke mall kajap.. Meet some of my frenz sana.. Yea2.. Hehe.. N i was mad at myself cuz i forgot that my fren, Faizah went back to perth that day n i 4got to go to the airport.. See how kejam i was.. I only remember masa tejumpa drg teerah d gdg.. WaAaAa.. Sowie babe..

The BEST Sunday....

2009-02-09T05:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i spent practically the whole day sama my syg.. Yea2.. I enjoyed it.. The best sunday ever.. I wish every sunday was like yesterday.. Hehe..

~MORNING~

Me n my sister went to pick up Didi, gf hafiy.. Then kami bekumpul arah rumah hafiy before kami ke mentiri arah rumah c Yoy.. Sal kaka nya kawin.. The gurlz (Me, REENA, DIDI, MIMAH n ADEK) semua ikut arah my car.. N the boyz (JAI, HAFIY n HAZEM) arah kreta jai.. Jelez jua saya tu sal Reena&Hazem, Didi&Hafiy, Mimah&Yoy semua pakai baju warna sama.. Nampak mcm couple.. Me n jai mcm langit dan bumi warna baju kami.. Haha.. Itz okie.. Kalinya rombongan laki2 dtg n GUESS WAT? Drg punya theme warna merah.. Unbelievable jua tu.. Merah nya lagi sama mcm my baju.. Byk lagi guyz.. So sal kn jadi setan, drg suruh kacau SYG ku n buat ia jelez.. Byk kali ah laki2 yg sepadan baju nya with my baju.. Haha.. xp

~AFTERNOON~

After abiz the ceremony, Mimah tinggal sana sal kan ambil family photo sama org kawin ah.. Maklum bakal family.. Hehe.. Jgn marah lenx.. Tapi bnr jua tu kn? *winkz* Kami semua balik kajap n tukar baju.. So first kami singgah arah my house, then didi.. On the way ke rumah c adek, mimah ada msg n minta bawa kn bajunya jua BUT the problem is her parentz inda blh tau yg ia stay sana srg.. Sal alum ada approval wah relationship drg ah.. Huhu.. Mula2 abgnya si hafiy n Hazim gtau yg ia tinggal arah rumah c yoy n c adek ikut didi.. So drg ckp the mother was okie.. Since kami ani bini2 so kami tau something is not ryte n we came up with a plan.. Kami singgahkn Didi n Reena arah WYWY d lambak sblum ke rumah drg c adek.. Mcm yg d jangkakn the mother was mcm marah.. Tapi nasib baik kami capat bertindak.. Hehe.. We told her that c adek ikut me instead of Didi n Reena&Didi stay with Mimah arah rumah Yoy.. So the parentz okie lah.. SELAMAT~ Haha.. After semua selamat tukar baju, kami ke empire n text Yoy to meet d sana.. Batah kami menunggu drg dua atu.. Hmm.. Quality tyme together bnr.. But datz okie.. Kami semua pun had fun d empire.. Hehe.. Org putih ckp "MENUNGGU SAMBIL BERSERONOK".. Haha.. Panat.. xp Let the pictures do the talking..

~NIGHT~

Batah2 menunggu pasangan yg sebuting dtg, kami belatih MUNJUNGKN MULUT.. *kes kn nyamal n minta lanja arah c Yoy lah tu* Tapi inda menjadi.. Haha.. After dat since semua lapar n srg2 inda mau blanja, kami ke jerudong.. Sapa bayar atu blakang kira lah tu.. Yg penting mkn dulu.. So kami mkn arah garai parking jerudong park yg d blakang ah.. 7 org kami order BUTTER MILK CHICKEN.. Except Jai n Hazem.. Semua org abiz wah mknan kecuali me n my syg.. Hehe.. Hafiy help me n Yoy help Jai.. WaAaAa~ N Guess wat? The dinner was a treat from Didi.. Ia blanja.. Thankz.. *winkz* After dinner, kami masuk ke jerudong park.. Bkn slalu dpt main.. Hehe.. But c Yoy inda join kami sal ia mesti ZOOOOM balik.. Ada majlis "ambil-ambilan".. Overall, the whole day was a BLAST.. Every1 enjoyed it.. Kn ? Hehe.. Next tyme we go lagi.. N c Adek mesti bawa ur BF.. Okie? =)

~05.02.2009~

2009-02-09T05:27:00.000-08:00

Pagi i was busy with my routine jadi driver my bro n my sis.. Then ptg kami jln.. The plan was mlm kn lepak rumah c hazim.. But suddenly c reena tukar plan n change from mlm to ptg.. So i texted MY SYG.. Tapi hampa sal ia ckp ia kn mengangkat berat kul 4.. *sigh* Sedih jua saya tu.. Before kami jln, mami sampat suruh balikn hadiah utk kwn wawan silat.. Ada bufday party mlm atu.. So kami aga hazim dulu then ke SMB sal ia kn byr yuran.. Pastu kami antar kwnnya c Efah balik.. After that ZOOOOM tarus ke Hua Ho Manggis bali hadiah sal kn antar balik ke rumah lagi.. Tyme siuk2 shopping, bebunyi tia hp hamba.. Rupanya laki ku.. Ia ckp ia inda jadi ngangkat n now ia arah rumah c hazim tunggu kami.. Haha.. Byk jubur wah my dalenx ani.. batah plg ya menunggu kami nah.. xp So mlm kami lepak arah rumah hazim saja.. We went back around 10.. Siuk.. Hehe.. Awu, i know i alwez say siuk.. Bnr jua tu kali ah.. Everyday spent with my syg is siuk.. kn syg? Hehe.. Jgn jelez..

~03.02.2009~

2009-02-09T05:07:00.000-08:00

Tuesday~ As usual wake up pagi kn aga c wawan balik ugama kul 10.45.. Then antar ia ke MS lagi kul 12.. Kul 2 antar c hazim ugama lagi.. Everyday routine kali ah.. mcm driver jua saya ani.. Haha.. xp After antar c hazim kami ke PTE Katok cuz c reena kn register.. Unfortunately, the teacher beceramah tia plg sal her marks.. Sampai my marks pun d bawa2nya.. Ish.. Mendgr insultment free plg kami hari atu.. Kana bagi hinaan percuma.. Bahagia eh.. Huhu.. Adakah patut teacher atu ckp my marks not so gud sal bebf.. Mcm inda pernah muda saja ia beckp ah.. Yg kn apply my sister.. Ani aku tah plg kana jua.. Haha.. Then kami aga the BFz n kami singgah mkn dulu d jerudong.. After that baru kami ke empire to check out the UK exhibition thingy.. Kali dtg sana byk org.. MASYAALLAH~

2009-02-01T00:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 5th MONTHSARY

SYG

We have been through lots of obstacles but that doesn't give us a reason not to stick together.. Infact, it makes us love each other more.. Kn syg? Hehe.. Everytime baby rasa mcm kn give up, syg slalu bagi baby semangat.. Syg slalu ckp "You can do it.. Jgn putus asa.. Syg ada utk baby.." Thankz syg.. Baby hargai semua yg syg buat.. Syg trima baby seadanya.. Baik n buruk baby.. =) Baby tau baby inda perfect n ada masanya baby buat syg sakit hati, susah hati, marah n mcm2 lagi.. Kn syg? Hehe.. Baby akan sentiasa cuba jadi yg terbaik utk syg.. I wanna make it work n i want it to last FOREVER.. Promise me u'll never leave me? You're the reason i live now.. So plz dont go away..

Apa yang ku genggam,

tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan..

kerana sekali cinta,

aku tetap cinta..

Aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu..

Dan telah ku berikan

seluruh hatiku..

Selalu ada wajahmu,

menghiasi dinding hatiku..

Kau dalam hatiku,

Hanya engkau..

Walau bukanlah kau yang pertama,

yang pernah singgah di hatiku..

namun ku mau,

Selamanya kau dan aku..

Mall-ing..

2009-02-01T00:19:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning, i went to school to collect my results n to get all my certificates stamped.. I picked up Zatil around 8 n went to school to meet SL, Hanney n muiz.. We had our last hang out arah canteen skulah n had a really good laugh.. After stamping, we went our seperate ways.. Mcm sedih bunyinya kn? Mcm last farewell.. Haha.. But itz not.. We're close frenz so no matter how long or where we go, we'll alwez keep in touch.. *winkz*

Ptg i went out with my bf, my sis n her bf.. Kami liat movie.. They both when for "Bride's War" n me n my syg watched "tongga n sifu".. Cetanya cali jua lah.. But it was freezing cold dlm cinema ah.. Huhu.. N i was still wearing tudung lapas dari skulah.. My tudung ani lagi inda merati.. Beulah.. Haha.. Bagi saya kusut.. Hohoho.. We went home around 10+..

29.01.09

2009-02-01T00:02:00.000-08:00

WaAaAa~ my A level result came out today.. Buruk.. Huhu.. Frustrated banget.. *sigh* I feel like a failure.. Well, i am considered as a failure dah.. Very devastating...!

Maths - C

Physics - D

Accounting - D

English AS - D

Overall Result - 3A 1AS

Hmm.. The only options i got is:

1) apply for MoE scholarship for HnD oversea..

2) apply for ITB..

3) try to apply for UBD.. Mana tau masib kana trima..

DONT GIVE UP ZERAH!! YOU CAN DO IT!!

26.01.09 ~ 27.01.09

2009-01-31T23:30:00.000-08:00

I spent my tyme sama my syg.. I had fun.. I LOVE YOU..

Rugged hp ani... Hehe..

2009-01-31T22:47:00.000-08:00

24.01.09

2009-01-31T22:26:00.004-08:00

Happy 45th Birthday

BABAH

We wish all the success in everything you do.. Semoga panjang umur n murah rezeki.. Sowie no hadiah from us Tapi atleast babah dpt hadiah from his fren n from MY SYG.. Hehe.. His fren gave him an all paid dinner for 2 at empire.. Huhu.. Ertinya kami inda tah kana bawa tu.. Sedih eh.. N my syg gave him a birthday cake.. Pandai syg baby ani kn ambil hati babah.. Hehe.. I LOVE YOU SYG.. *mwahz*
Ptgnya kami jln 2gether with Hafiy n the gf.. Planning kn bali cake but we made a stop d mall.. then kami ke supa save sal mami suruh aga my bro ugama.. N kami tekajut sal tejumpa my parentz d sana.. Haha.. My syg tekajut banget.. But i'm thankful sal syg inda lari.. Instead he acknowledge my parentz.. Yea2.. My syg brani lerr.. I was shocked jua sal inda gtau my parentz kn jln sama sii bf.. Haha..

..the cake my syg balikn utk babah..

23.01.09

2009-01-31T21:38:00.000-08:00

Happy 59th Birthday

AYAH

Hari ani bufday daddy syg ku.. Sowie i dont have his picture.. Huhu.. Semoga panjang umur n murah rezeki.. Stay young.. *winkz* Happy2 alwez..

..18.01.2009..

2009-01-19T05:27:00.000-08:00

Ayahanda, bunda n 2 adinda ku belayar ke limbang.. Haha.. tinggal kami yg muda2 ganya d rumah.. Since i was sangat keboringan, i texted KEKASIH HATI ku n bawa ia jln.. So i pick him up n kami ke pantai Berakas.. Tapi kami dlm kreta saja.. Inda kami turun sal pujaan hati ku ani paning.. Adakah patut ia paning sal i drive laju.. Ada2 saja.. Mcm inda biasa ikut saja.. Hehe.. Kami lepak saja dlm kreta kajap.. After dat kami mkn soto d rimba.. My syg jahat.. Ia paksa abiz kn 1 bowl soto.. Kalau inda, ia kn tinggalkn d sana.. Sampai hati syg.. WaAaAa~ Mcm ia yg driving saja.. Hehe.. xp Last2 i didn't finish mine.. Inda jua ia tinggalkn.. D bawanya jua saya balik.. Hehe.. I know u love me lah sayang.. Mwahz..

Org paning tapi d bawa begambar jua.. Hehe.. Kejam kn baby syg ani? xp Tapi syg tetap cute n menggoda walaupun tyme paning.. *mwahz*

..17.01.2009..

2009-01-19T04:32:00.000-08:00

Me n frenz plan to hang out at the mall today since it was Hanney's bufday.. Plan kn surprise but every1 KAPIH.. Haha.. Datz okie.. So we plan to meet at 1.. but since every1 was bz wiv hal masing2 n i had to antar my bro ugama so we make it to 2 o'clock.. My syg jai was suppose to pick me up at 2 d rumah.. Unfortunately, he was 1 hour late.. Bagi Gila menunggu.. Inda pernah laki2 buat saya menunggu.. HMMMMM.. Sal batah menunggu, i almost drive myself.. Rasa kn d gigit2 wah.. Mcm biasa, i was NYAMAL-ing.. Masam my face atu.. Sakit wah hati ani menunggu.. Janji melayu tah jua bnr..

Sampai kusut my hair menunggu..

Kebowingan bnr dah kami menunggu tu.. ish3x..

So d mall, i left him behind n joined my fren.. Dlm hati ani mengharap ia kn pujuk.. Dui lillah.. Sia2pun saja.. nada ya memujuk.. Instead ia begatal sama bini2 lain.. Kami meliat dari dpn arcade ia beckp sama bini2 ah.. Tetakan2 hp lagi tu.. MENCURIGAKN.. Hmm.. My fren ambil gambar AKSI2 KEKASIHKU CURANG.. Kn menangis rasanya.. Dpn mata.. *sigh* Kalinya after a while, bini2 atu aga bf my sis lagi.. Ya Allah.. Andang suka sharing kali my bf n bf my sis ani.. So i went away sama my fren sebab inda tahan kn liat.. My fren ani baik jua semua understanding.. Bagi semangat n cheer me up.. We went to arcade, bali barang arah face shop n then we went to snow house.. But i only join them kajap sal we had to send my sis n her bf ke stadium sal ada meeting.. N tinggal me n my bf.. Huhu.. Now, baru tah ia explain.. Dat gurl rupanya gf kwnnya.. Hehe.. Dont blame me.. Jelousy means i care kali ah.. xp Menunggu drg abiz meeting kami lepak d stadium.. N guess wat people?? i can still drive manual cars.. Yea2.. Hehe.. I drive kretanya.. Kn kul 7 baru drg siap n kami ke Empire.. Byk banget org mlm atu.. Payah cari parking n polis pun round2.. Bowing.. Hehe..

My syg makin TABAM+CHUBBY banget..

Afternoon til mlm jln.. Beminyak muka+mata pun layu dah.. xp hehe..

Walaupun kami kelahi dat day, tapi last2 okie jua balik.. Hehe.. My syg inda pandai pujuk.. Huhu.. Kesian nya AKU.. hohoho.. Dulu, kalau i dont know cana kn pujuk ia, marahi nya.. Rupanya ia sendiri lagi teruk.. Langsung inda pandai pujuk.. Kn syg? Haha.. But SAYA TETAP SAYANG SAMA KAMU.. xp

EMPIRE-ing..

2009-01-15T22:31:00.000-08:00

Itz been our routine to go to empire on the 1st of every month.. Sal ada kenangan kn syg? N u promise even if tani kelahi, u'll still go there every nyte tyme our monthsary or anniversary.. So sweet of u.. But last tyme masa awal tahun, we didn't get a chance to go cuz i had a family gathering on the 1st january.. Sowie syg.. So kami postponed our empire-ing activity.. Hehe.. Next tyme tah we go k syg.. Mwahz..

..I LOVE YOU SYG..

..Always n forever yours..

Itz Random Baby...!

2009-01-15T21:32:00.000-08:00

See how technology has bring both of us together?
Amazing ryte?

..BEFORE..

This picture was taken by Faisal.. It was actually a candid..

..AFTER..

Kota Kinabalu ; Shopping together.. 28/12/2008

2009-01-02T20:58:00.000-08:00

28th DECEMBER 2008..

First tyme shopping with syg outside of brunei.. Siuk banget.. Hehe.. We went KK Centrepoint, 1Borneo shopping mall.. We spent practically the whole day together.. We went with my cousin.. Kami semua 24 people using only 2 cars.. Urvan n Avanza.. U guys must be wondering cana blh muat.. Kn? Hehe.. magic kali ah.. xp most of my cousin kanak2 n damit2.. So dat anwsers it.. *winkz* Be4 balik hotel, we had dinner arah secret recipe with my sis n the bf.. We went back around 11+.. I had fun.. My syg goes along well with my relatives sblah mummy.. N suprisingly my little cuzn yg pemilih bwabish mau arah my syg.. JELEZ jua saya tu.. Arah kami lagi payah2an kn d ambil.. Ada watak jadi GOOD FATHER kali my bf ani? Haha..

Yg cali tyme kami dua kana suruh bawa my liltle cousins ke swimming pool.. Semua lagi below the age of 5 except my bro 8 tahun.. Mcm kami parentz jua tu.. Mesti org fikir "Muda2 dah ada anak byk.. active bnr.." haha.. Kami dua lagi melarang2 tu.. Imagine tah kamu.. N tyme d hotel, bknnya kn spent tyme with me tapi ia main game plg sama my cousin n my bro.. Ish3x.. Haha.. Tapi datz okie.. =) Daripada ia begatal biar tia main game..

But i definitely enjoyed it.. I realise that he has the personality of a gud father nanti.. Kn syg? Heh.. He knows how to handle kids n kids love being around him.. I LOVE YOU SYG..

Miss Me??

2008-12-26T08:08:00.000-08:00

I wont be in brunei until the 29th.. i'm going to KK.. Again? Yes.. Again.. But this tyme i wont be going with my family.. i'm going with my CuzzieS.. Yea2.. kami jln ramai2.. Plus, i'll be seeing my syg d sana.. Cuz kami jln ke sana on the same day n balik on the same day.. Wat a coincedence.. Hehe.. xp Cant wait to spent tyme sama syg ku d luar negeri.. Hehe.. I wont be blogging until then.. *MWAHZ*

Lepak-ing-> KB n Mamih

2008-12-26T06:49:00.000-08:00

I haven't been blogging much lately.. Been kinda bz with stuff.. Well Yesterday i spent tyme with sii bf lagi.. Yea2.. I know u guyz must be wondering why i anly blog about tymez spent with the bf.. Well, this is meant to be a shared account.. But since SYG masih alum expert with the blogging world, saya tah saja yg buat for the mean tyme.. N as requested by some of my frenz, they juz wanna know my LOVE LIFE so i'm fulfilling their request.. Satisfied? Hehe..

Apparently, yesterday i went out around 10+.. I was suppose to meet my frenz dat afternoon.. N i was also suppose to go watch movie with my family as plan earlier.. But i decided not to join them.. There was a change of plan.. Instead, i go see syg ku be4 going out with my frenz.. While jln2, he decided to go to KB jumpa kwn2nya sana.. Jauh jua tu.. But he did ask me first n i said i was okie with it.. So kami ke sana tah ni n go lepak-ing with kwn2nya.. Hujan labat d sana ah.. Mengaga banjir wah kami atu.. Siuk.. SAJUK.. Haha.. xp

To AMAL n ZATIL:

I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY sowie kwn.. I really did wanted to hang out with you guyz.. But the plan juz came unexpectedly.. Next tyme we go k.. My treat.. Okie? =)

He sent me home around 5.30.. I slept practically half perjlnan balik ah.. Hehe.. ngantuk banget.. Then mlm kami jln lagi.. Inda pandai teranah.. xp Kami go watch movie.. Tapi the movie was bowing so me n sii bf went out awal.. I'm not gonna tell u guyz wat movie it was.. Krg kana saman uleh org yg buat movie ah.. Haha.. xp Sblum balik, kami singgah mamih.. Lapar.. Tyme kami mkn, drg hafiy, yoy n c abang came n join us.. They were making frank calls to Faisal.. Saja kn kacau org kn bufday ah.. Hehe.. Cian.. Well we did have a laugh.. Siuk..

Then c yoy kn menunjukkn bakat photography nya arah kami n so he took individual photos of each n every1 of us.. Kes nada kn d buat.. Haha.. but it turned out BEAUTIFUL..

From top to bottom: C Abang, Hafiy. Zerah, Jai, Reena, Hazem n Yoy (c cameraman taken by Hazem)

Another FUN Day..

2008-12-21T06:37:00.000-08:00

We went to pantai again.. Our original plan was to go to UBD kn liat sii bf belwn futsal.. Unfortunately, drg kalah so no more afternoon game.. Tarus change plan.. Meet with the bf n we go hit the beach.. Pantai lagi.. So if u guyz see dat i'm getting darker, PLZ dont ask why.. Haha.. But this tyme, we went to pantai serasa cuz my cousin was having a picnic there.. Aga mkn free lerr.. Hehe.. xp But we didn't stay for long.. We took off to our next destination.. STADIUM.. Not to go 4 a jog but SWIMMING.. Syg ku tipu.. He said he couldn't swim.. Huhu.. Infact, he's a GREAT swimmer.. Tipu lerr.. xp Then kami ke mall 4 our dinner.. Bejln ganya wah kami ani.. Huhu.. Duit pun makin kurang.. Haha.. But i had fun everytime i'm with him.. I love him more n more everyday.. *MWAHZ*

At the beach

2008-12-19T07:24:00.000-08:00

We went to the beach.. Pantai Brakas.. Yea2.. Itz been so long since i went there.. Huhu.. We picked up HAZEM n went there.. SYG ku akhir ke sana.. Again unexpectedly.. Haha.. He said he was bz at work so i wasn't hoping to see him 2day.. Then he showed up mcm magic.. AwWw~ GUE RINDU BANGET SAMA KAMU.. I seriously do.. Hohoho.. I miss ur kiss, ur hug n i miss YOU..

After the beach, we went to AYAMKU.. Lapar kali ah.. Hehe.. But be4 that kami parked my car arah rumah syg ku.. After dinner, we went to the hospital, lawat my syg's relative.. *winkz* Sblum balik, we had a little chit chat sama Babu, mummy syg ku.. =)

"You're My Life Now"

2008-12-18T20:42:00.000-08:00

I've finally watched TWILIGHT last nyte.. I was really hoping to watch it with my syg but He's been so bz lately.. Sabar saja tia... Huhu.. I planned to watched it last wednesday but he had dinner hosted by his company so i postponed it to last nyte.. Unfortunately, he has futsal training.. Wat i'm not satisfied with is the fact that bf my sis was in the same group but he chose not to go training n went out with us.. How ironic is dat? Devastated? Definately.. Big times.. So i was single 4 the nyte.. Well, not exactly single.. I was with my sis n her bf.. It was a THREESOME.. Byk plg org offer kn dgn kn liat the movie even my EX.. Ada lagi yg sanggup kn lanja.. I know u guyz love me.. Haha.. But since i dont wanna hurt Hati syg ku, i had to say NO.. *sigh* The movie was AWESOME.. Kn bisai if my syg mcm EDWARD.. Haha.. I'm still wishing.. xp But throughout the movie, i kept on hoping it was my bf sitting next to me.. Hmm.. When the movie ends, it was alredi 11.40 pm.. I saw HIM standing outside the cinema.. Mcm mimpi.. Suprise jua saya tu.. Haha.. He came ryte after his training abiz.. I'm so touched.. Really i am.. Ia fikir i was Marah.. I wasn't actually.. I was juz sad n frustrated.. You know i cant never be MAD at u.. I love you so much.. Thankz syg.. N i'm sowie.. =)

Walk-a-hunt

2008-12-16T04:29:00.000-08:00

Last sunday, we spent the whole day 2gether.. FUN.. Fun.. Fun.. Jai n hazem picked us up at 6am.. Kami 4 org semuanya.. Jai, me, hazem n reena.. We wanted to get to bandar as early as possible sal takut inda dpt parking hampir.. Lucky 4 us, kami parked siring padang.. Semua besemangat usulnya kn walk a hunt ah.. Tapi i was so sleepy.. Apa inda.. Syg ku bgn kn kul 5 wah.. Haha.. Then after kami register, menunggu tah ni.. Inda sabar2 kn aerobic.. Kalinya mcm siuk sendiri wah org aerobic ah.. Org d dpn sekali ganya enthusiatic ikut aerobic ah n yg d blakang (temasuk kami) sun tanning saja.. Wawawa~ Hari atu mcm org inda tantu arah.. Belarian kami round bandar ah.. Baju orange lagi tu semua.. Imagine tah kamu.. Tapi siuk banget.. Unbelievable kn? Haha.. Well, we didn't win anthing.. Tapi me n hazem masuk arah tv dat nyte tyme berita.. Famous tarus rasanya n gambar kami masuk tyme bsm presentation.. How cool is that? Inda manang pun tapi atleast famous.. Hohoho..

Reena, Zerah n Jai..Zerah, Hazem n Reena.. Syg Jai & Baby Zerah
Zerah, Jai n Reena..

After half day of tiring activities, ngalih hantap dah kami atu.. Baik jua laki ku ani understanding.. Kami sewa tah satu bilik utk kami 4.. Mandi, rehat n freshen up.. Then semua paning dah sal kul 3 dah but still alum lunch.. Me n my sis lagi inda breakfast.. After lunch arah Ayamku d batu satu, kami main bowling lagi.. Ya allah.. Mcm org inda tau ngalih wah kami ah.. Haha.. I really sucked at this game.. Gutter ball saja.. Sungguh memalukn.. After 1 game, kami balik ke bilik n rest.. Liat tv n Chit chatting.. Mlm baru tah balik.. I had fun spending the whole day with Syg ku.. ;D

Syg Jai & Baby Zerah

Syg posing maut mengalahkn model.. xp

Be'gila'ing d hotel..

Sii abg ipar with Sii adek ipar